Saw this quote on someones blog (can't rememebr who now!) apartently it was by Billy Bob Thornton to Angelina Jolie after the death of her Mum. Just struck a cord with me
"You'll never get over it. It's never going to be ok, and once you accept that, you realise you never want to get over it. Just kind of let it sit with you and let it be a part of who you now are."